Well This Means Goodbye.

Well This Means Goodbye.

  This means goodbye. I am saying goodbye to Michael and setting him free as I have said before. this time I honestly mean it. him and Yamilet are really happy together. And it hs been like 2 weeks since we haven't been together. It feels like a year. i am still hurting while he has packed up his crap and moved on with his life forgetting all about his daughter and his princessa. 

  I just have 1 thing to say. Yamilet may be his girlfriend but I am his princessa, Yamilet maybe his new boo-thing but I am still his baby, Yamilet might have gotten an " i love you" from Michael but I AM STILL AND ALWAYS WILL BE HIS : child's mother, past lover, girlfriend, wife, princess, etc. of 3 years. he has lived with me. They haven't been dating as long as we have and I don't want that to happen. 

   As much as it hurts me to say goodbye i have too. You guys are probably wondering what I mean by say goodbye. And so I will explain what is going to be happening or occurring as of February 22nd, I will no longer be a Westview Knight. I will be Burbank Highschool Bulldog in San Antonio, Texas. I can't see him everyday with Yamilet. Him hugging her like how he hugs me. I honestly don't know if he trying to make me jealous but it is working.

  My mom and and step-dad have agreed to let me and Briana go live with my tia Rosa and my tio Estephan and their daughter my cousin Sarah who goes to Burbank. She has agreed to let me stay there until I graduate. Under the conditions of keeping my grades up and taking care of Briana if i can't follow those conditions I am back to Arizona and Westview. Taking care of Anna will be very easy cause I have done it for a year. But the grades I am not the smartest as you can see. How much stupider can I get? I have done STUPID things.

  As you can also see I am the type of girl who runs away from my problems which will only get me no where in life. I know but I am not anywhere. I have a job. I still deciding if I wanna move or not. I don't want to but seeing him and Yamilet together is killing me like the pain is like Michael taking a blade and sticking it straight through my heart laughing and walking away with Yamilet hand and hand. That's how much it hurts.