Tattooed Heart. Broken Hearted.

Nothing Will Ever Be The Same For Me.

   Things are over with me and Michael for those of you who are wondering. He told me that he enjoyed spending time with Yamilet, and that he liked her a little bit. He said but it still doesn't change the way he feels about me. On the inside I broke down in tears and cried and ran away from him. On the outside I told him okay. He told me he didn't wanna hurt me. But I stopped him and told him if he likes her by all means go ahead I am not gonna stop him from being happy.

   I am just thinking what if they end up lasting longer then us? What if he forgets about Briana? What if he forgets about me? I know most of you guys are probably like " why does she still like him? Why doesn't she let him go? Why doesn't she give up?" My answer because honestly Michael Anthony Delgado was my one and only first true love. I love him and always will.  All the memories we used to have before and after Briana.  

  Chilling at the movies ( not watching the movies ) , kicking it at my place or his place, meeting each others parents, having a kid, kissing in public, Him singing Mi Nina Traviesa to me, him practically living in my house ( that's what I meant by moving in together ), him calling me " Mi Princessa ". I guess things were moving to fast for a couple of teenagers. But you know what they say "If you love something let it go." but they also say "If it was yours to begin with then it will come back to you." Hopefully he was mines to begin with. 

  I know I realize I broke up with him. But I did it so Fernanda wouldn't start another rumor and we would break up for real without a chance of getting back together. I still have him. Half of him is Briana the other half is in my heart. I know I shouldn't have broken up with him when the going got tough. But I learned from my mistakes. But for this mistake I don't think there is a turning back. 

  I hope he is happy with Yamilet. I am not gonna ruin their happiness. I am just gonna let them be. I am gonna let him be happy. By letting him go. If he is mine he will come back to me. If he isn't then he won't. What hurts me more than anything is that they have been dating since last week. Since they started dating he hasn't put in an interest for coming to see his daughter. 

 Thanks for the best 3 years of my life Michael. I was so happy with you. But I am letting you go. So thankyou for everything. I love you always have and will. I hope your happy. I miss you so does Briana. I was your princess you were my prince. Thanks alot for everything.