We Are Done..
Honestly before I start I truthfully don't know if this is temporary or permanent but I am in a relationship a new one with somebody new but lets get started.
Well for starters he cheated on me and I cheated on him so it was both our faults. I cheated on him with Hayden. I know I sound hippocrytical I don't know how to spell it but whatever we had sex again. And then again. And then again. After we said we wouldn't it was 3 different times. And Michael had sex with a very pretty girl named Jacklyn and another girl named Samantha. Jacklyn he has been dating for a few weeks after I decided to date Hayden when we finished our 3rd rendevous. I called Michael in tears and told him how sorry I was for doing what I did. I told him about the very first time and he told me about how many times him and Jacklyn got comfortable. Samantha was just a one time thing. We didn't get mad at each other because we both did the same thing. We were both wrong technically. We did apologize but we did both decide to call it quits and say it was our time to call it done.
Michael is my first love and I will always be here for him. I want the best for him. Nothing is meant to last forever not even us. I just want him to be happy in life. Him and Jacklyn smoke weed I try to get them to stop but he won't listen. I have met Jacklyn she is very sweet and pretty and smart. And Michael has met Hayden he likes him they were actually friends in 5th grade.
But the real reason why I am having so much trouble being on the blog is because me and Michael Anthony have to go to court. Because he is unhappy with the fact that I don't let him see Briana whenever he wants because the fact him and girlfriend smoke marijuana. Yes I honestly have smoked marijuana before but that was in the past before I was a mom. He is a dad and has been one for a year now he needs to get it together. So I told him until him and Jacklyn stop smoking he is only allowed to see Briana when I am around he is upset because he believes he doesn't need a supervisor around his daughter. I told him he isn't gonna see her whenever he wants because I don't want accidental problems or injuries on Briana or Michael. My daughter is my MAIN priority.Don't get me wrong Michael is an outstanding father but Jacklyn has him on marijuana 5x more then before we broke up and its not okay. Jacklyn isn't allowed around my daughter because Briana is starting to talk and I don't need the language Jacklyn and Michael use coming out Briana's mouth.
Yes Michael has been there for me for the past 6 years. We have dated for 3 years on and off. He gave me a house furnished. well technically our parents paid for it but we had to renovate it when we finished thats when we decided to be honest. But he is still welcomed there whenever. Hayden helps me out he spends the night... Michael's family have been great and I love them. They are still my family. And my family still loves Michael. It;s just we aren't meant to be right now. I really want him to shape up so he can see Briana but until he breaks up with Jacklyn its not happening.My daughter is not allowed around her until they shape up thats how it is! Me and Hayden are happy he loves Briana so much and I love that.
I don't want to go to court and Michael is really trying and I appreciate that from him all his effort makes up for that. He will be stopping by to talk about times to see him before we have to go to court and we make that decision to go to court I wanna see if we can work it out on our own. So Briana will be at Cisly's house Michael doesn't know that of course but she will be and she has been there before while Michael comes over and we discuss times and days he will be able to stop by and see Annie. So yeah hopefully this goes good. I love you guys so much.
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