I Am Sooo Dead

Gosh Another Mistake..

   So basically, I did another bad thing. As you all know me and Michael as of a few weeks ago were not together, and I was dating the boy I cheated with Hayden. And he was dating a very pretty girl Jacklyn.

   Me and Michael met up to swap off Briana, because he got his act together and stopped smoking. So basically during the hand off or whatever we went to the park, and joked, laughed, ate pizza, played with Briana, and we went back to my house (the house me and Michael bought together well our families) and we chilled, played with Briana some more, ate candy and watched TV. It just started off as friends hanging out, to holding hands.. then we kissed. I know I am horrible. And then made-out in my bedroom. (We all know how this ends) me and Michael had sex. (I use this word and i am sorry for those who are uncomfortable everyone does it) But yes we had sex. Not in the same room as Briana she has her own room and she was asleep. And this was the day after I made my post before this.

  I did tell Hayden, and he said "Hailee I can't be a girl who has sex whenever she has the chance I feel like I was used because you did the same thing with Michael and I can't be with a girl like you. I hope we can still be friends and pretend the last few months never happened." I couldn't argue he was right, every opportunity I got to have sex with Hayden or Michael I got it. It is horrible. I am a terrible person.

  And obviously Michael told Jacklyn we had sex, and obviously she now dislikes me more than before. So now she wants to fight me but I am more mature than her. I can't fight I have a daughter and I wanna set better examples for my daughter, I want my daughter to be better then me in life and make better choices. Also me and Michael are together again, and we promised to NOT cheat with anybody and to get serious in our relationship and to be faithful. 

  So yeah Me and Michael are living together again and I honestly could NOT be any happier.