Happy New Year's Fellas and Ladies.
Okay so I know I have been sort of slacking a little bit when it comes to this it's just I was preparing to return back to Westview Highschool. Which was insane. Today was my first day back and I was HELLA nervous!!!!!!! I was scared of the judgement of people. But today actually went smoothly. I made alot of new friends like Kaylee, Rachelle, Andrya, Belinda, Veronica, Nicole, Aliza, and Alondra G.
The work was kinda difficult but I tried my best and thats all that matters. I was really scared for Briana cause I missed her. My nana has agreed to take care of her since she is retired which I am very thankful for. The downside of starting this year was having to deal with Cisly and her freakin' cousin. My so called ( and I quote ) "friends". I am taking English, Spanish ( Cause I already speak the language so it is really easy to pass) , Math , Biology and Honors English. The faster I can get that diploma. Ugh I still have to wait a few more years though. My guidance counselor told me since I dropped out temporarily and took classes online I have to take all the classes I missed last semester and take it next school year. So I will always be a semester behind. I did actually find a better job though so now instead of working 2 jobs I am working 3. I got a job at Ulta. I am really grateful cause I don't expect Michael to be the only one providing for our daughter. And I sure as hell don't expect my family to either. ( Those of you saying that I do at school; I don't I provide for my daughter I just get a little help every now and then. )
This blog by the way was a study I had to take for my online class. And they said they might put one in at Westview not positive though.
So of course returning to a school that has bullies; or people who hate on you cause your past ( A.K.A. Cisly and her cousin ) decided to tell a few people that I am pregnant again. All because Michael "supposably" liked her and that was while we were friends she said didn't like him and I asked her that if I liked him and he asked me out would that be okay if I said yes. Her answer was "yes". But when I did say yes she got all mad and we fought. She "supposably" hit me and kept going while I was the floor crying. But thats not even what happened. She decided to put on a show for her wanna be vato/chola street friends and get in my face so I hit her and we kept going until Michael and these other girls broke it up. And when she found out I was pregnant with Briana she wanted a round 2 but I said no. ( Not because I am a wussy but cause I was pregnant and that isn't a fair fight. )
But yeah she told Angie, Valeria, Guadalupe, Sirena, Shelby, Alexis, Diana, Victor Gallardo, Jesus, Katalina and alot more people more of Michael's friends than my friends that I am pregnant again and that she heard my mom say that "she doesn't want another baby in her house and that I am hoe and need to close my legs." And my mom never said that cause I am not pregnant. So now Michael is mad at me cause Cisly and her cousin ( I don't even know her name ) told them I said that. I did not cause its a rumor. Which is no surprise they would do that.
Michael isn't texting me back, calling me back, just straight up ignoring me which I think is messed up cause I am his girlfriend and he should ask me instead of believing what his crazy girlfriend ex says. That happened today. I tried to talking to him at school but he just flat out ignored me and went with Cisly and all those names up there. And since then he hasn't talked to me. Or come home and school got out like 6 hours ago. So yeah. I am gonna try to get a hold of him hopefully he answers and still isnt mad or whatever.
Besos Ti quiero Mucho Mi Amores.
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